I’ve never been satisfied by middle of the road.  Average, median, the grey area is just not where I find comfort.  As you may have noticed, I prefer all in or all out.  If you are going to commit yourself to something, make it worth your while, or why bother?  Just can’t do things halfway; it’s not copacetic. Maybe it’s my self-diagnosed moderate to marked OCD? The best way to describe what manifests itself as my main symptom is an over-excessive need to keep going until everything is in its ideal place:  An over…